Life starts getting back to normal

Lets see, So in the past two.... three weeks, I have sorted things out with my friend, who then helped me sort out things with my ex...... and I have a course that should help me get work double quick.

Manic, might be back sooner than expected

Let's just say it's been a long old month

Lets see, first thing no more girlfriend, which my best friend found absolutely hysterical, as she's the one usually single, and even know her boyfriend, who I call epsilon, as he's low on the male hierarchy, and is more feminine than my friend. I must admit however my best mate is efficiently a bloke, strange considering my other best mate, he's gay and he is effectively a woman, why am I friends with these people?

*Voice in head* 'I think the wiser question is why are they friends with you'
Shut up who asked you?
:P
X(

Yeah but me actual bestmate, the girl one, she has also turned on me always looking at me bored and with disgust, I blame Epsilon, he's trying to get her to become more like him, she actually has problems she sees a Psych for but she always goes for fucked up guys, so I have to be there at the end to pick up the pieces, yet now she's not treating me well, when in a few weeks time she'll be crying on my shoulder, as I try to convince her not to hurt herself. Like the last guy she dated he fucked about with her feeling, she basically loved him, me and her brother always thought he was a dick but said nothing, this guy proceeded to cheat on her, she didn't get angry she didn't blame him, just said they 'never made it exclusive', ME and her brother promised if we ever saw his canadian face again we'd batter him, she barely made it through,

Due to this and me becoming recently unemployed I had to stop writing for the Fear Mythos, which I technically didn't want to do, but it distracted me, and unbeknownst to me was causing quiet a bit of stress. Since I stopped writing properly I have been able to cut down on smoking, relax more, I still need to sort my life out but atleast I feel a bit more positive about it, hopefully I can go back in a months time and be in high spirits, hopefully.

Hiatus Creepypasta

                                                                  Are You Afraid Yet?

Tick, Tick, Tick; that’s how it’s been all my life, in every second, the tick, going forever. Some days I wish it would end, contemplated ending it all but what if it followed me? I say I thought about it, the ticking however didn’t leave much room for me to think about that, it drove me forwards, relentlessly…. Into eternity. I couldn’t even escape it in my dreams, in fact that was where it was always strongest, when the barriers between what was ‘real’ and what wasn’t were weakest, where reality and impossibility are the same things. Since the ticking has been with me since I was born it means I was never good at making friends, made me withdrawn, everything became an obsession a repetition, repetition was the key, and people weren’t part of that routine. Followers… disciples…. Expendables they were useful, they became part of the routine, my grand scheme, but I was alone always alone.

I guess that’s the life we lead though, no matter how hard we fight, we all end up alone in eternity. So we all live secluded in our own little corners of creation, corners we’ve made for ourselves, we become safe from the world, perfect in our isolation, if we chose to maintain it.

Now due to our kind being seldom seen we are brushed off as dreams and….. nightmares, held dearest in the darkest recesses of the human mind. We may be safe from the world …… but we will show the world is not safe from us.

Tick, Tick, Tick.